Entry 309: Pause & Reflect
I have been taking a break from posting. I know I said I was going to post every day with the occasional Saturday off but lately I have been feeling a lot of "pressure". Over the past couple of days I have completely thrown everything out the window and have not kept up with my green tea, lemon water, exercise, etc. I will also not be weighing in today. I have this gut feeling I won't be happy so I will wait to weigh in next Friday. I feel I needed to give myself these past couple of days/week to clear my head. I am going to take the rest of the weekend off and do not have plans to post anymore until Monday. I have realized I am not going to have set days that I post and will just write a blog when I feel like I have something new to say. Sometimes it can get old reading the same crap about what I ate, etc. I could post everyday next week or I could only post a couple times but I will try to keep them frequent! I have been in another one of my funks and have been having a hard time giving a hoot. The weather is supposed to keep getting nicer and nicer so hopefully my mood perks up with it! I also have been taking antibiotics for my teeth. They have been giving me grief and have also been a big part of why I have been slacking. I hope to solve my pain soon because it has been giving me a constant headache for the past couple of weeks. I have been eating ibuprofen daily. I hope to get some fresh air this weekend, which might help. Sooner or later I'm going to have to suck it up and go to a dentist. I have a HUGE fear of going to the dentist so I am one to put it off until it is absolutely necessary (bad, I know) - I just need to put my big girl panties on and go.
On another note I am super excited that they just came out with an app for my phone to post blogs! I haven't tried it out yet but I know it will come in handy if I am ever on the go and not near a computer. It also gave me the stats of views I have had on my blog over the past year and I am amazed! (14,659!)
I just thought I'd let you guys in on why I haven't been posting. I hope you all enjoy your weekend!
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My name is Marilyn and I am 27 years old. I have been overweight for most of my life and on May 1st, 2012 I weighed in at 338 pounds. This blog is about my weight-loss journey.