For days I have sat down and tried to write a post. I have been at a loss for what to say. I have not been exercising but I have been keeping active/dancing. I have not weighed myself since the last time and I am not sure when I will weigh in next. I do not feel like I have gained and I do not feel like I have lost. I have not been cheating with food and have been staying in my calorie intakes. I also have been keeping up with my water and green tea. I'm sorry for leaving you guys hanging, I just have not felt like blogging these past few days.
This morning I got up and had lemon juice in warm water first thing. I then made myself a cup of green tea and had a turkey sandwich on wheat bread with lettuce for a late breakfast/lunch. I am not sure what I will have for dinner. It will most likely be a can of healthy choice soup with saltines. I am forcing myself to workout today no matter what. I cannot get back into the groove I was in. I can't really explain the point I am at in my weight-loss. My Mom thinks I have gotten too comfortable with my weight that I am at now and therefore I am slacking. I agree. I need to find something to excite me again with this whole process. My little motivational posters don't seem to be doing it for me anymore. I need to find an activity I enjoy doing that will also result in me losing weight. I have applied at a couple different places for a job and hope if I get hired at one I can get a schedule going. Right now I think my problem is that I have all the time in the world therefore I can't motivate myself. I don't know. Like I said I haven't been blogging these past couple day because I really am at a loss on what to say or how to explain my current situation.
Other than all that I have been feeling pretty up-beat.
My name is Marilyn and I am 27 years old. I have been overweight for most of my life and on May 1st, 2012 I weighed in at 338 pounds. This blog is about my weight-loss journey.