Entry 183:

I have been so out of whack with my routine. I don't have too much to write
about because I have been making excuses to not work out. I don't know if i'm afraid to keep moving forward or what but I need to get over it and proceed. At this point I think it is out of my control. Everything I have done and the habits I have changed help me on a daily basis to get to where I want to be. Exercising is just a bonus but I need to regularly do it for myself. I am thinking that maybe
If I make a new work out schedule I can stick with it. Instead of dreading to
exercise every day I could exercise for an hour one day and then take off the
next. I can be so stubborn sometimes but i'm working on it!

I have had about half of my water jug today and 1 cup of coffee. I had a lean pocket for breakfast and an egg salad sandwich for lunch. I made some baked tortilla chips again for a snack and had 1 piece of Michaels pizza he had for dinner. I still have yet to eat dinner but i'm not that hungry. I will probably make some baked sweet potato fries and call it good. What would I do without sweet potatoes!!!! They have become my FAVORITE!